It's a day where you are celebrated, supposedly. Usually there's a party, gifts and well wishes. The nightmare has experienced all three but has never found an instance in all 34 instances where this day lived up to what it's supposed to be. It has always fallen flat or been one of the worst days of the year. Sometimes it's my fault, sometimes, not. Maybe it's an expectation thing again because we can't remember when was the last time we actually looked forward to this day. We don't know why it has never been a GREAT day. All we know it's always been bad or ok. We've settled for ok. In fact, with the past five years, we hoped and prayed for ok so much that we try to figuratively hide under a rock. Think going into the shelter until the storm passes.
It's just another day, it's just another day, it's just another day...
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